I turned 20 last friday! WoW! Getting older all the time. We moved to Sydney this year. It was tough and stressful. I remember walking up to our new house on my third day here and just being unable to control the tears streaming down my face, because I missed New Zealand so much. But I am getting used to living here now. The weather is really enjoyable. I live on an island! We have to take a boat to get to the mainland and there are no shops on the island. O.o

I work for my dad now, selling software and hardware to TV stations. We have to travel around the world to Conventions and promote the product. 3 weeks ago I was in the States, for this. I spent in a week in Las Vegas working then went to New Hampshire for 2 weeks to hang out with friends. While I was there I fell in love with Josh. Now he is coming here in July to meet my family! Life surprises you.

In June I will be travelling to Singapore for work then in September I'll probably be in Amsterdam again for IBC.

Hopefully in August, I will finally be able to travel back home. I miss it terribly. There isn't a lot for me back in NZ. Just a couple of friends that miss me. A lot of gossip. bleh.

I seem to have no luck with men. I always end up hurting them even though I don't want to and hating myself for it for months afterwards. I really want things to work out with Josh. He makes me so happy and light hearted. I couldn't stand to have my heart torn out again. I stayed single for over a year because I didn't want to experience that ><

I still play FFxi a lot. Far too much. I should quit...